Monday, August 23, 2010 @ 9:32 PM
230810 . N Level coming soon ..
Hopeless ..


Hmm .. This is the place where i can post . And no close people will be looking at my blog , most probably . Like my family members . Anyway .. Today gotten some results back .. Its like , OMFG de result .

From yesterday till now , being thinking about my cousin's conversation with me .
Hardly can forget about it .. Sian .
My result are like shit .
So fucked up with my result .. Why did i study well .
What can i do now , chiong only .
Left-ING 2 weeks 14 days . Tomorrow will be 13 days lerh ..

Example ,
Physics - 20/50 .
Maths P1 - 30/80 .
Maths P2 - 12/60 .
SocialStudies - 15/50 .
MotherTongue 54/100 .

See , now only my MotherTongue pass .
How am i even going up to Sec5 now ..
Its just too late .
I'm just a disgrace to my family now ..

Pathetic . Its just pathetic .
Hoping tomorrow returned papers are passed marks ..
Really hope .
I'm such a failure .
After getting the results ,
i simply let the Discouraged took over me ,
and now , felt discouraged .

What am i suppose to do .. I have no idea .. Felt like ...